Breath hangs in the air,
and Life hangs in the balance.
Choose your adventure!
I don't remember deciding to be this reserved and stressed out, overweight and under adventured person I have become...
It isn't easy being vulnerable.
Stories and appearances can be more interesting than the truth.
I don't like to make decisions and fail - especially with such an important decision.
Most days I let life happen to me and go along with things - forgetting my goals and choices.
So here it is. I know now that I am gluten intolerant and can only have minimal amounts of dairy. The pain that both of them cause isn't worth it. It truly isn't. However, balancing this new way of eating - I have found that it's still super easy to eat crappy food that isn't good for me. Also - ridiculous amounts of stress just make stress eating worse.
Potato chips. Enough said. Enough eaten.
My decision - beginning October 1st - is to care for myself first. Before family, friends or work, I am going to start taking care of me. I know what to do, I've been reading and studying some of this for months (even years).
It's a very simple plan. If it isn't good for me, I'm done with it.
I'm starting simple with just adding in 1/2 hour of walking every day that I can, a time of sitting still every day in meditation, cutting out anything that is packaged or processed, and cutting back on that afternoon coffee. Simple, right? Eat less and move more sounds easy, but there are so many factors involved with retraining our minds and habits.
A pretty miraculous thing happened with this gluten-free living - the pain of the Fibromyalgia has been much less, I can think clearly and the pain in my legs and feet (that kept me out of work last year and in physical therapy) is almost gone. A small amount of self care has taken care of a huge roadblock of the past. I'm interested in seeing what other roadblocks can be eliminated...
So I will try to sleep a little more (and probably better with less caffeine), and the weight loss that has started with eating gluten-free has given me encouragement to continue on. Now it is time to move more and continue strengthening!
Yesterday, I walked at least 5 (long) miles in a walk to raise money for cancer research and it was so much fun! I would love to do more things like this. Let's just be honest - there was no "speed" in the walking I did yesterday. However, it was awesome! It pushed me beyond what I thought I could do and to this decision to make changes.
|My sister Kim, Me, my sister Amber, and niece Lilly <3|
The reason I took the Permaculture course and got my certificate was because of how many people around me are food insecure and the need for sustainable food.
1 in 3 children in Worcester don't know where their next meal will come from.
A humbling realization when I think about how much extra I have consumed personally.
I would like to live in a way that honors the knowledge that I have about nutrition and living well.
I would like to live in a way that I consume only what is necessary. Food or otherwise.
I would like to create a sustainable life where I am. Food, energy, clothing, etc.
I would like to be less stressed out - and able to spend more quality time with the people I love.
I would like to be strong enough to contribute more to meet the needs I see around me.
I would like to have the energy and focus to show the gratitude I feel for the friends and family who make my life so inspirational and special.
And as far as my part in this living - I would like to live a very long time and have many more adventures!
I do not want to be a contributing factor to limiting length of my life...